Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Ages ago...

Cinematic Moment:  Years of prose.

It's only been a handful of years that the night seemed to open up like a hole drilled into the black cancerous mouth of a cavern, exposing the pink spongy flesh of morning.  What was once heavy and uncertain, has the playful banter of a dozen balloons, allowing themselves to fly with whatever breeze comes along, but always remaining tied together.  We sit around in wrinkled cream sheets, rubbing our feet together to remind the other we are still there.  Palm to palm, eating cookies with chunks of powdery chocolate and drinking plastic cups filled with ice cold milk.  We sing our words most of the time.

And we watch the seasons change out the window, while our own faces slowly change from young to slightly impressed with the lines of late night expressions.  I never grew afraid of smiling more wrinkles into mine.  Gone are the days when I tried to scrub them away, like some sort of stain.  The candlelight bounces off the moss colored walls, gloss paint singing back to the flame.  The light continues to catch on a guitar with hardware the color of an Italian gold bracelet my grandmother gave me for my 15th birthday.  The dogs nuzzle as close as they can get.  I study the pattern of his facial hair, how it grows in singularly and coarse, black in some areas and a deep auburn just below the bottom lip.  I listen to breath pacing itself, slowing down from man to beast to ozone.  Listening to the heartbeats of all living things come to a lull.

  
And I sneak across the kitchen for a glass of water, silently laughing at our luck in this lifetime. 

29 comments:

brandy said...

That is so incredibly beautiful..but so is your love for one another.

NerfHerdingNinja said...

I always feel like when you post something like this is too personal to comment on (in a serious manner anyways)

However Happy St Pattys Day. I'll be taking my Irish ass out to get drunk in a bit..now if you'll excuse me I have whore makeup to apply.

Danger Danger Dangereseque. said...

That's like chick-erotica-book/movie good.

NerfHerdingNinja said...

Apparently WE don't read the same kind of "chick" erotica. The shiz I read is reeeeal dirty. :)

Delaney the Undead said...

:) awww...there is hope for the world. You might make me less man hating yet, Chonny.

Yours Truly said...

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=343496848


Saw that and was kinda intrigued/creeped out/uneasy.....

Delaney the Undead said...

LMFAO...okay so I clicked on that link, thinking it would have some creepy poetry or something that connected to this blog, only to discover the Chonny tribute band! lol...hahahaha thats so scary. It wouldnt be as scary i ftrack one didnt sound like the guy from silence of the lambs was singing it.

lol...

Okay, and that is all.

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Kalhan Foley said...

That was really beautiful. How lucky you are to be forever at the pinncle of happiness. I hope that feeling fills you for your lifetime, and may we all be so lucky.
=)Kalhan

Bought a Guitar to Punish Her Mom said...

I almost cried....

amelia kilgannon said...

CHONDRA! i love you so much!
im the girl you saw at the middletown signing/neverender/twice at the coheed show at madison square garden!


theres something extremely important i need to ask you! if there is any possible way at all that you are able or willing to contact me, PLEASE

IM: ameliiaxbadiliia
e-mail: ameliiaxbadiliia@aol.com
#: 845 826 5931



PLEASE! i would do anything to talk to you! i think you are so great, and keep shining girl! love you!

NerfHerdingNinja said...

Holy shit! What has happened here?!


I miss when chonny wrote us back here and it was just a few of us weirdos.

People are coming here for the wrong reasons and it's laaaame and leaving weirdo creepy messages.

Delaney the Undead said...

awwww Sammy, I know what you mean. I miss the days when we all used to joke about actual posts etc.

I know what will cheer you up. I just bought two tickets to the latest Chonny and the Chondras show. Ill pick you up at 8.

-Dee

NerfHerdingNinja said...

Fuck yes.

Angel Ariel Smith said...

Is it safe for me to comment now?

I think so.
All I have to say is...

This was very intimate and beautiful. You have a wonderful way with words.

NerfHerdingNinja said...

OF COURSE IT'S NOT SAFE! There are commies EVERYWHERE. Also clowns! ::eek::

Haley said...

It's getting CRAZY in here. Crazy with a capital stalker. I mean "C".

Back to the actual post; that was absolutely beautiful Chonny.

P.S. Thanks for introducing me to Fuck You, Penguin. It makes me giggle sooo much.

Chonny Chondra said...

Sorry I haven't been responding much guys, I've just been way over my head in work stuff and when I finally come back to read comments...there are SO many I can't figure out where to start. As they tend to do, after this week things will be slowing down a little again and I promise I'll chitter chat more with you if you'll have me:)

Delaney the Undead said...

I don't know, Chondra...

us allowing you to comment depends on whether or not you will autograph all of our 'Chonny and the Chondras' shirts.

okay okay, im done with the 'shonny and the chondras' references...teehee

Delaney the Undead said...

i spelled chonny with an 's'. oops.

me said...

Okay Chondra, I really was craving something sweet befoe I read your blog- don't need it now! Seriously though, you two do sing every thing you say to each other, especially when we are in the car. Too funny and cute! Miss and love you both.

Chonny Chondra said...

The fact that I have a death metal tribute band makes me seriously question the direction I've chosen in this life:)

Danger Danger Dangereseque. said...

Having a (death metal) tribute band is the the ultimate mark of being awesome and inspirational! Star Wars, Journey, Dr. Who, Star Trek they all have 'em. Just think about what it takes to so inspire a group of people that they make music.

NerfHerdingNinja said...

The fact that you didn't know about it makes it it FUCKING AWESOME. Not to mention I can't help but picture buffalo bill from silence of the lambs with his dick tucked singing into a mirror while wishing he was as pretty as you. This is so WIN.

Chonny Chondra said...

Nerf-Oh no, I definitely knew about it. One of the kids emailed me a link a long time ago and I thought it was just too funny to get all worked up over:)

Superstitious FunDelicious said...

OMG Nerf, I think I vomited in my mouth a little with your last comment. LOL!
I've been gone a bit too - so busy being unemployed and all...
This place kinda scares me now. Dee - will you hold me?

and nerf will you email and call me and stop by my house and buy me a gift and bake a cake made of doll parts - the doll has to look like me before you mutilate it..... and and and and... ok - i cant think of anything else.

I want a death metal band... no no... I changed my mind... I want a polka band dedicated to me. They could call it Nessa and The Couch Potato Express.

oh, and p.s. Chonny - this post definitely made me vomit a little in my mouth. Not that it wasn't beautiful... it was just TOO beautiful... blah yuck gross love cooties!!

AP said...

I loved the whole..

NerfHerdingNinja comment:

People are coming here for the wrong reasons and it's laaaame and leaving weirdo creepy messages.


Made me laugh a little after crying over this beautiful blog.
<3

Delaney the Undead said...

Hey guys guess what? I haven't vomited yet. Go me. lol

Nessa said...

Goodness...little moments truly are the best.