Cinematic Moment: Years of prose.
And we watch the seasons change out the window, while our own faces slowly change from young to slightly impressed with the lines of late night expressions. I never grew afraid of smiling more wrinkles into mine. Gone are the days when I tried to scrub them away, like some sort of stain. The candlelight bounces off the moss colored walls, gloss paint singing back to the flame. The light continues to catch on a guitar with hardware the color of an Italian gold bracelet my grandmother gave me for my 15th birthday. The dogs nuzzle as close as they can get. I study the pattern of his facial hair, how it grows in singularly and coarse, black in some areas and a deep auburn just below the bottom lip. I listen to breath pacing itself, slowing down from man to beast to ozone. Listening to the heartbeats of all living things come to a lull.
And I sneak across the kitchen for a glass of water, silently laughing at our luck in this lifetime.
29 comments:
That is so incredibly beautiful..but so is your love for one another.
I always feel like when you post something like this is too personal to comment on (in a serious manner anyways)
However Happy St Pattys Day. I'll be taking my Irish ass out to get drunk in a bit..now if you'll excuse me I have whore makeup to apply.
That's like chick-erotica-book/movie good.
Apparently WE don't read the same kind of "chick" erotica. The shiz I read is reeeeal dirty. :)
:) awww...there is hope for the world. You might make me less man hating yet, Chonny.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=343496848
Saw that and was kinda intrigued/creeped out/uneasy.....
LMFAO...okay so I clicked on that link, thinking it would have some creepy poetry or something that connected to this blog, only to discover the Chonny tribute band! lol...hahahaha thats so scary. It wouldnt be as scary i ftrack one didnt sound like the guy from silence of the lambs was singing it.
lol...
Okay, and that is all.
That was really beautiful. How lucky you are to be forever at the pinncle of happiness. I hope that feeling fills you for your lifetime, and may we all be so lucky.
=)Kalhan
I almost cried....
CHONDRA! i love you so much!
im the girl you saw at the middletown signing/neverender/twice at the coheed show at madison square garden!
theres something extremely important i need to ask you! if there is any possible way at all that you are able or willing to contact me, PLEASE
IM: ameliiaxbadiliia
e-mail: ameliiaxbadiliia@aol.com
#: 845 826 5931
PLEASE! i would do anything to talk to you! i think you are so great, and keep shining girl! love you!
Holy shit! What has happened here?!
I miss when chonny wrote us back here and it was just a few of us weirdos.
People are coming here for the wrong reasons and it's laaaame and leaving weirdo creepy messages.
awwww Sammy, I know what you mean. I miss the days when we all used to joke about actual posts etc.
I know what will cheer you up. I just bought two tickets to the latest Chonny and the Chondras show. Ill pick you up at 8.
-Dee
Fuck yes.
Is it safe for me to comment now?
I think so.
All I have to say is...
This was very intimate and beautiful. You have a wonderful way with words.
OF COURSE IT'S NOT SAFE! There are commies EVERYWHERE. Also clowns! ::eek::
It's getting CRAZY in here. Crazy with a capital stalker. I mean "C".
Back to the actual post; that was absolutely beautiful Chonny.
P.S. Thanks for introducing me to Fuck You, Penguin. It makes me giggle sooo much.
Sorry I haven't been responding much guys, I've just been way over my head in work stuff and when I finally come back to read comments...there are SO many I can't figure out where to start. As they tend to do, after this week things will be slowing down a little again and I promise I'll chitter chat more with you if you'll have me:)
I don't know, Chondra...
us allowing you to comment depends on whether or not you will autograph all of our 'Chonny and the Chondras' shirts.
okay okay, im done with the 'shonny and the chondras' references...teehee
i spelled chonny with an 's'. oops.
Okay Chondra, I really was craving something sweet befoe I read your blog- don't need it now! Seriously though, you two do sing every thing you say to each other, especially when we are in the car. Too funny and cute! Miss and love you both.
The fact that I have a death metal tribute band makes me seriously question the direction I've chosen in this life:)
Having a (death metal) tribute band is the the ultimate mark of being awesome and inspirational! Star Wars, Journey, Dr. Who, Star Trek they all have 'em. Just think about what it takes to so inspire a group of people that they make music.
The fact that you didn't know about it makes it it FUCKING AWESOME. Not to mention I can't help but picture buffalo bill from silence of the lambs with his dick tucked singing into a mirror while wishing he was as pretty as you. This is so WIN.
Nerf-Oh no, I definitely knew about it. One of the kids emailed me a link a long time ago and I thought it was just too funny to get all worked up over:)
OMG Nerf, I think I vomited in my mouth a little with your last comment. LOL!
I've been gone a bit too - so busy being unemployed and all...
This place kinda scares me now. Dee - will you hold me?
and nerf will you email and call me and stop by my house and buy me a gift and bake a cake made of doll parts - the doll has to look like me before you mutilate it..... and and and and... ok - i cant think of anything else.
I want a death metal band... no no... I changed my mind... I want a polka band dedicated to me. They could call it Nessa and The Couch Potato Express.
oh, and p.s. Chonny - this post definitely made me vomit a little in my mouth. Not that it wasn't beautiful... it was just TOO beautiful... blah yuck gross love cooties!!
I loved the whole..
NerfHerdingNinja comment:
People are coming here for the wrong reasons and it's laaaame and leaving weirdo creepy messages.
Made me laugh a little after crying over this beautiful blog.
<3
Hey guys guess what? I haven't vomited yet. Go me. lol
Goodness...little moments truly are the best.
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